ugh i have so much going on and, what i feel like, no time at all to accomplish it. i'm really frustrated with my life right now. i need money, i need inspiration, i need hugs, i need a shoulder to cry on. it's probably because my period is supposed to start today but oh my god i just want to explode!

i'm basically swamped with things to do until next wednesday afternoon, when i get to drive down to san francisco. then, home for spring break with my best friend and ugh, it's going to be nice. i'm so excited to go home; i'm so burned out with school that it's ridiculous.

yeah tiny entry but whatever. i can't even focus on this right now. that's how bad things are.

So this weekend is definitely been a weird one. My best friend, Megan, is currently in California for a family get together and my other best friend, Angela, is staying with her boyfriend in Washington. Thus I've kind of had to ~branch out~ if you will and it's been weird. Today I hung out with my fellow Creative Writing major friend, Alex, and we had a good time discussing the people in our major and how much we hate our stories. She's definitely in the same boat as I am...it's awesome.

In other news, my 21st birthday is three days away! Yay! I'm excited. Basically I'm not going on a 21 Run, but instead just going to dinner (Smokey Mountain Pizza with a free personal pizza? Yes please!) and ordering a drink and then hanging out with my friends. It's going to be fun.

I have a lot to do and no motivation to do it. I'm currently really hungry...I don't want to go to Bob's since my shoes are sopping wet since it's nasty out. Maybe I'll make a spicy cup of noodles instead. Who knows at this point.

Yeah my life is so entertaining, but that's kind of it. I'm not really much of a blogger. I just like to get my thoughts out on a page. So yeah.

xoxo

Wow. The last time I posted to this blog was a year ago. A year and a day. It's so crazy how fast time flies and how much has changed in 365 days. It's another year, 2012, the one where we're supposedly going to die.

But you know what, I don't believe in any of that bullshit.

I'm going to use this blog for something else. As my private place, for my private thoughts, my feelings, my word vomit, everything so that in another year, January 23, 2013 when the world hasn't ended and I get the urge to blog, I'll read this and laugh at myself, at how much I've changed. If you read this, you're a lucky one, congratulations. This is for our eyes, mine and yours, and I would like to keep it that way.

Who am I kidding though? Nothing is ever private on the internet.